User blog:Frostleaf1615/I don't know how to say this...

Okay, this is my first time doing anything like this, so it may be a bit bad, but I'm gonna give it my best shot.

1) I know I've plagurized. I've started coding lessons and doing research to make sure that whatever I do is not plagurism.

2) I know I've irritated people. I've always been that one person who's been in the shadows, who has been trying to fit in for so long, and it's coming out to you guys.

3) My characters are currently some of the worst I've created out of any time, so until further notice, I will be stopping all character creation after Cassiel, excluding Alex, until I feel ready to deal with more.

Other stuff
Next year, I am also becoming more involved in 4-H, school leadership and writing. So, all of those will keep me busy.

I will also be busy with more stuff, such as leadership, writing, reading, and more, so I will not be on here as much next year. Hopefully senior year will calm down, and if not, then I'm officially considered semi-active!

Apologies
I feel like I've wronged you all so much. I haven't listened when you warned me again and again, and kept pushing the boundaries. I was just trying to fit in and show that I can code, show that I can be a good RB, but it just went downhill from there. I hope this maybe helps... And if not, then I'm gonna show you that I have changed for the better.

I feel like I've just been on your bad sides the majority of the time. Last year, I was just dealing with a lot of social stuff on my end of things, and with the majority of chat and people not really talking to me as often as I thought, I just didn't feel accepted these past few months.

Now that my Real-Life friends know what I've gone through, I'm better, but I'm still not 100%. It will take way more work to make myself the best I can be, and I hope you guys realize that yes, I've changed, but I'm not done yet. I still have more to change about me. After all, that's what 4-H is all about: "Making the Best Better".

And I am determined to change, not just for myself, but for everyone that I know, have RPed with, have befriended, have lost their trust. I could go on and on, but I want to leave you with one more parting remark:

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." - Kelly Clarkson

Thank You Everyone, for the chances you all have given me. I really appeciate it altogether.