Template:Ciel Huo/Lyadh

instead of a sea of fire, i hope my anger turns into a field of flowers
— maze of memories, Clé 1: MIROH

- probably some first dan black belt in something - regularly threatens to punt one of the insomnia members across the room whenever they @ her - Properly Homeless TM - she left home bc everything was horrible and her dads highkey preferred the Heir Sibling to her - wow this kid is wild shes barely past 12 wow - copying from choices: stories or w/e that pay2win game was named, she probs could have gotten scouted @ a bus stop while running away - her dads know where she is but she refused to come back - the Biggest Sad - probably maknae line face genius if i do end up making her one - the literal embodiment of the rage twitching forehead or w/e its called in anime - makes secondhand robes look Hella - doesnt own a wand one of the workers in silencio felt bad for her and lent her their old one; its not perfect but beggars cant be choosers - her phone is possibly? an insomnia member's "old" one that they pretended to "break" and "not like anymore" bc "it has a crack in it" - "if u use the phone to take foot pictures and sell them for pocket money im taking it back just ask one of the older trainees if u wanna buy something smh" - man SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ANGRY CHAR now its just giving me the big sad - when she first became a trainee she only had one change of clothes she had w her when she ran away. she had to get up at the peep of dawn to wash and dry her clothes. - some of her trainee friends figured this out and for the first year they used barely excusable holiday to buy her stuff - like "dumps 2 boxes of shoes on her lap" "what" "ITS BOXER DAY!!!" - ran away/became a trainee at 10 - dads also probs didn't agree with her wanting to Dance Seriously - she trained in ballet modern dance (hehe bANG CHAN im not sorry) traditional dance and is rlly rlly flexible. her elementary school was dance focused. og plan was for her to be Olympically Trained but her dads pulled her out of it??? for whatever reason like wanting her to be closer to home so they can keep an eye on her and so she doesnt fall into bad company bc her dance school thought blood supremacy was dumb - she was a run of the mill student but her drive later on was smth else - man imagine destroying ur kids' dreams on the offchance they'll love people more can't relate - she got her hair cut hella short when she ran away bc she wasnt able to get shampoo - a lot of the trainees acc thought she was a boy trainee bc of it - probably thought she was a pervert in the making when they saw her going into the girls' dorms - lol nah sis it's a she - "haha remember that time when we all thought u were a boy" "remember that time when u were so fucking skinny i could probably have ripped ur toes apart with one hand- oh wait ur still that" - rlly rlly strong what is this child made of - tbf silencio probably feeds their trainees well - but rlly??? she???? is crazy strong its ridiculous - tbf along with her dancing she did some type of martial art that i need to decide on - will unsqueamishly eat leftovers from anothers plate or lick an ice cream someones alr started - beggars cant. be. Choosers - aLWAYS hungry and halfway thru convos if theres food nearby her stomach embarrasses her by rumbling loudly

another thing is she could??????? be friends with txt squad ish and they nicknamed her ciel or some shit i dont knOW

> ciel is her used name one of the trainees gave it to her its also a great pun on CL LMAOOO unintentional > her stage name will probably be kun when/if she gets into somewhere

Jinying—san duan: Gold Eagle wushu apparently is the most sensible

insomnia ordered according to the holy randomizer:


 * felix (LMAO ANOTHER LUNO STAN), probably gucci friends w this senior
 * hwanseong
 * yijung
 * fontaine
 * jungjeon
 * jungkook
 * chaehun
 * jungtae
 * cheolmin

now i run for an answer that i cannot see

 * one of the rare people who genuinely like ilman
 * he's nice to her for ??? reasons
 * he tries not to talk shit about people she likes within her earshot, like felix
 * ilman stuttering? a concept we're here for
 * lbr he openly blushes when talking about his bae myungjun around ciel but she doesnt make fun of him
 * she probably gives him constructive criticism on dancing and then he's like
 * "but im god"
 * and ciel finds this funny as hell
 * ilman: a fuckboi
 * also ilman: helps her buy soap when she needs it
 * an uwu soft sibling relationship
 * ciel is aware how much Everyone Hates Him and her response is
 * "i don't get the hype but ok" "ciel!!! he'S TERRIBLE!!!! HE HATES INSOMNIA!!!! HE THINKS FELIX IS UNTALENTED!!!" "his opinions aren't facts y u so bothered" "HE BULLIES PEOPLE" "does nasa hate him?" "well no-" "ok then, where's the problem"
 * the best part is she doesn't really defend him
 * she has the big energy of old toph from lok going "lmao let the kids fight it out" despite the fact she's younger than everyone
 * as someone who's been training since they could walk this is her Special Move
 * semi-understands his gay ranting
 * is a Good Child and doesn't tell him "let it go" you monsters
 * ??? maybe had short hair until insomnia debuted and someone? (felix??? idfk) got a cf deal for a hair products line
 * and then gave her the free stuff and it'll last her for a year at least so she started growing her hair out again
 * ill have to ask liberry
 * her Long Hair is a new thing and everyone's the surprised pikachu meme bc she was cute as an elementary student and now she's slowly Glo-ing up
 * she cameo-d in some mvs as a child??? not necessarily insomnia but senior groups before them??
 * with the timeline iirc she's trained longer than some idols but it makes sense, she too young fam
 * LMAO SHE'S TECHNICALLY MOST PEOPLE'S SENIOR IM THRIVING
 * some nab: "wow she has no respect for older groups-"
 * ciel, without looking up, points accusing finger in their direction: "i've been in silencio's halls since i could walk, way before your fave was flexible enough to bend over and suck their own dick"
 * close enough with felix that she wrote a song about him and rufus
 * the nitty gritty details were probably provided by jungkook
 * jungkook please stop gossiping about felix's sex life to actual children
 * ok tbf children even ooc are fucking Wild and know more abt sex than some teenagers
 * but fr jungkook pls stop
 * when you see her on breaks she's: napping (drooling unceremoniously) or having a shouting argument with TXT Squad across the room on which of GFriend, Dreamcatcher, and WJSN's dances were the hardest in the 3rd gen of kpop
 * sometimes u get a rare sighting of her chatting to ilman
 * everyone likes pretending not to notice that because they still can't Believe their eyes
 * her hobbies r all practical, e.g. sewing/knitting, fixing stuff, and biking
 * she's known to spend at least 8 hours a day in the dance studio rooms and 2 hours in the fitness center
 * at this point in time she's well on her way to being the type to go
 * "checks out new dance "huh ok" copies it in one try"
 * knows everyone in sr
 * like, everyone
 * her one useless hobby is knowing everyone in it
 * she recognizes them by face and name
 * also if they've been in sr long enough she hears enough Facts
 * "lukas u shop at IKEA no one wants to hear your opinion"
 * wants to fight lukas a lot and possibly didn't know he was myungjun for a long while
 * "i rlly wanna fight lucien instead? but lucien's sister is in my class and she's a work of living art i would learn to draw for her so i can't fight lucien"
 * writes a song for every person in her life
 * every. person. she probably has one for bus drivers and people she's seen like once.
 * so some of her songs are purely personal and others are crack meme material
 * ngl the crack meme ones were probably her being bored
 * has songs named smosh, stra-scra, fooh-booh probably
 * rooms with park haneul and (suzanne fleury?)
 * ciel takes top bunk tbh

oblivious sea i call history
lagom. if you ask lukas, that's what ciel is all about. not too little, not too much, just right. he says that in reference to her height ("lukas im gonna fucking fight you smug pucko") but it applies to the rest of her as well. to ciel, lagom is a privilege. after being written out of her family at such a young age, her life's been a 360 degree turn into dépaysement. she makes the driest possible jokes about it despite the exulnasis that is due to follow. it's easier to stomach than any direct admission of she used to have short hair (that she improvises with borrowed applique scissors) because she couldn't afford to buy shampoo. the look on ilman's face when she told him that is perhaps the one sentiment he shares with everyone. sometimes the result is pity, sometimes it's anger, and sometimes even disgust. ciel doesn't have time to be annoyed about it; what she cares about is if they're willing to give a hand. beggars can't be choosers. it's been so long that she no longer misses the luxury of a bedtime, or the laugh of her parents as they told her to sleep.

jugaad. once she had to fend for herself, she didn't take any chances. she brought what she could in her tiny, now worn out suitcase and refused to waste anything. nothing good ever comes out of being finifugal in the stories, so in all the anger of a ten year old, she vowed to take care of herself back then and make whatever she could have last. with every word in her parting note to her family, 'goodbye' was neither a fantasy nor an end. it was her beginning. her flootube and life subscriptions branched out from dance to diy. whatever was left of the princess that once was stayed with the words she inked onto paper, the fingers that knew every inch of silverware, and the glisten of her beauty against the morning covers. to ciel, there is no difference between a faucet leak or someone's skepticism. who thought that one slip and slide was going to stop her from hoppipolla? people can sound their dragon horns all they want. arrogance has caused them to forget: not all dragons are of wings, some are of stone. by the time they remember, only peasant blood can anoint the birth of a dragon.

râler. ready to roll out of bed (without getting tangled; it's a gift) doesn't equal okay with it. ciel invests in too many naps in the middle of the day as proof of that. dreams aside, she doesn't "reach" for anything. reality's reality. it's unwise to get carried too far downstream, or to rise higher than your wingspan will allow. her resentment grounds her from holding expectations that go beyond the mind's eye and taking exports from the land of second thoughts. the glamour of life blacklists those with no bed of sugar, which aren't so different from the salt cushions given as handouts. cheap as dirt isn't an insult to ciel. no, she looks at the grit beneath everyone's feet and sees roots. roots make up people and lead to what coin side they chose to follow. and she? she knows what she chose, what side's in the pockets of her conscience. the roots beneath her speak and spit of bitterness. consequences aren't so easy to accept, especially for someone like ciel. cracks have had their shot at her pillars of constancy. if ba sing se fell, then she supposes she can too.

you're not scared of fire. you're scared of its tears.

to see tomorrow, i run a little more
Have you heard of the Wus?

You should see how the name slices fear into Mahoutokoro students.

You should hear the whispers of the fool that harmed one of their daughters.

Have you hear of the Wus?

I hope not.

They don't like to be spoken of.

Bad things happen when their mark falls.


 * Immunity to mom jokes is a treat of a lifetime. Huo Nai'er was born to two wizards who'd only swum in rivers of clover all their lives. They welcomed her into the world with a celebration that could've funded twenty lavish weddings. She had two older siblings, not far in age but far in interests. Her favourite in the playground was the monkey bars, so her fathers had the idea to get her into gymnastics. everything and anything for the glory of the family name. She started off as well as any other child, but in time, her teachers were swearing up and down they'd never seen such raw grit before. When Nai'er wanted to make a point, she drove it home and hugged it like a teddy bear. The commendations and the praise set their home aglow with pride. Her fathers spoke of nothing besides encouragement for all three of them at every family dinner. More recognition came in the form of a entertainment company visiting her school to watch their exercises and picking her out to become a trainee. She was six and she made sure her dads knew how excited she was for the idea. Her cartwheel down the hallway ended with landing at the bottom step of the stairs, unscathed. They couldn't say no after that.
 * Her brother died.
 * Do you get your looks from your mom? Before, Ciel would swell with pride as she said no, she got it from both her dads. The halls that once were always lit, open, now relied on the open drapes. Ciel was tracing dust butterflies on the glass windows when one of their few remaining servants came to tell her the next day was her last day at her school. April 20. Two days before her birthday. Her brother's birthday and deathday. The same day she decided Nai'er was no more and years later, Lucien Fleury fondly called her Ciel - sky. It would be the last day she'd ever step foot in her own house or see her bedroom. Grief and loss had ravaged her present, torn apart the foundations of her home, and driven her parents deeper into the underworld. Ten year old Ciel didn't have to unpack at Silencio Records' dorms. When she'd walked out, she'd taken one suitcase and one quivering drop of hope. Off that one drop, she weaned herself from fantasies and accepted nothing less than the truth. The first two years at SR were the hardest. She had brought one change of clothes and had to wake up at the crack of dawn to wash them. The cafeteria charged per meal, so there were days when she couldn't eat at all. Shampoo was too much of a privilege to spend on. The hair had to go. Snip snip.

even if I can be swayed, i’ll never be broken
— Mixtape #4, Clé 1: MIROH


 * default: knows anyone who was a trainee during and after 2034
 * the first words they ever said to ciel


 * lucien fleury: "you're like an omnipresent bird. you're everywhere i go here."
 * park ilman': "i would have said get the fuck out of my way but you're way ahead of me on that, i see."
 * lukas karlsson: "wow. you're tiny. cheondung wasn't joking."
 * lyra fleury: "wings of lightning, a bolt of cloth, unclipped."
 * akiyama haneul:
 * suzanne fleury:
 * demetrius point: