User:Aeriesol/Bailiwick

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Buying a House Outside of Procrasti Nation


...because seriously, it's unhealthy...

'''Disclaimer: I'm putting this here because my sandbox is hands down my go-to page for everything. It's the first thing (besides Recent Activity) that I check up on when I'm surfing the net. Just ignore this. xD'''

'''Reminder to self: COMPARTMENTALIZE. MINIMIZE USE OF PROCRASTINATION. DON'T PANIC. YOU HAVE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED. STOP LOOKING AT THE COMPUTER CLOCK.'''

Coding

 * Aspirin
 * Kress

Finishing fanfics

 * Blue Daffodils. Pace yourself. One person at a time. It's easy. Read their char pages. Recall previous roleplays and laugh or cry. Easy.
 * When Magic Intertwines. Honestly, I HAVE N-O IDEA WHERE THE HELL I'M GOING WITH THIS. I should like finish CYP first and the entire trilogy thingy before anything.
 * The world can go screw itself, idfc; I'm still so gonna write that Zoraida fic because even though she's inactive af, I'm not disconnected to her at all. That and I'm upset because I never even got to roleplay her properly x.x

Homework

 * fml UGH.

If What We Had Was Real, How Could You Be Fine?


  Amnesia - 5SOS 

''I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you? When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you? '''Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all  I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  'Cause I'm not fine at all   The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around  It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long  It's like we never happened, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  If today I woke up with you right beside me Like all of this was just some twisted dream I'd hold you closer than I ever did before And you'd never slip away And you'd never hear me say  I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  'Cause I'm not fine at all No, I'm really not fine at all Tell me this is just a dream 'Cause I'm really not fine at all'

this reminded me too much of them and you know exactly who i'm talking about. xD

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an angsty collection of burnt-to-ashes scribbles of a certain asian girl.


 * -|1=

Never knew it was possible to be a tightrope walker on the boundary of numbness and excruciating mental agony.


 * -|2=

I'm fine. Don't worry about me, Rina!


 * -|3=

Valentin, will you please get off my case?! Just...leave me alone already.


 * -|4=

If you honestly think I'm crying over just a boy, you're the insane one. There's so much you don't know about me.


 * -|5=

Cecilie, forgive me for lying to you like this.


 * -|6=

I have to do something, dammit, Reynie! I don't care if this kills me!


 * -|7=

The boathouse is a nice place at night to get paper cuts.


 * -|8=

It's not you. It's not anyone. It's my fault, okay? I'm sorry. God, I'm so sorry.


 * -|9=

Why are you mad at me, Dad? Where did I go wrong? Listen. Please. Please listen to me.


 * -|10=

You brought this on us, Mum. It's not your fault though. I hate me too.


 * -|11=

Be happy, Tori. Be happy. I hope you're happy. Sincerely happy. I didn't deserve you.


 * -|12=

Realized I was insignificant that day.


 * -|13=

I can't stop.


 * -|14=

Almost got caught.


 * -|15=

Does it really matter if I'm injured?


 * -|16=

I'm too aware of my own selfishness to say that I love all of you.


 * -|17=



'''they were too late. they were always too late.'''

"I love you. But I don't want to love you. I want to be happy."




Smile... for me... (Zeph)=

The tangy, coppery smell of blood clogged up the cabin in the woods. Zephaniah Mitchell-Anderson would've panicked by this point under normal circumstances, but these were far from ordinary. A tingle gently coursed through her veins; it was burning hot and painful, yet numbing relief at the same time.

Zeph had been poisoned.

Blood that trickled out of the wide, deep gashes on her legs pooled around her aching, mostly immobile body. Her vision was dotted with bright lights and dark spots at war. She felt a presence - Jenelle? - nearby. Were they trying to say something? They were moving slightly. Concern for her sister flooded her. Jenelle... She tried to speak and found that she could not; her vocal chords had been rendered useless.

Seeing her sister like this, even as a blurry shaking form, made Zeph want to scream. ''No, no, Jenelle... please, it's not.. it's not your fault...''

Tears ran down her cheeks unchecked, mingling with the blood on the floor. Somewhere in the distance, she heard the howl of a wolf. It should've struck fear into her heart and paralyzed her more than she already was. It didn't. All Zeph could think about was her sister, her sister who she could barely see.

''Jenelle, it's not your fault... it's not your fault... please, please, please...''

Was this what dying felt like? Your life force ebbing out of your body as your life really did flash as a kaleidoscopic mess in front of your eyes? This out-of-body feeling? This.. ripping in the chest that distinctly sounded like cracking? Maybe that was her heart breaking, because she didn't want anyone to see her like this. Alone and helpless and dying and being so freaking useless in helping her sister who was dying on the inside.

''I love you. I love all of you. Please forgive me.''

Before the verdict of her last breath was passed, Zephaniah Mitchell-Anderson fought ff the tingling and excruciating pain that was separating her soul from her body. She pulled herself to her sister, muscles screaming and heart slowing. Precious seconds slipped from the brunette's grasp and were whisked down the drain.

"Hey," Zeph croaked out, forcing the best smile she could. "Smile... for me..."

Her pupils dilated and one last gurgle was choked out of her throat.

Smile for me.


 * -|(Myo)=


 * -|(Psyche)=

Character Management


α

 * Rheine (INFP)
 * Katherine (INTP)
 * Myosotis Chrysanthe (ESFP)
 * Joan (INTJ)
 * Zephaniah (ISFJ) (exotic)
 * Sabina (INFP?)
 * Arella (ISFP) (exotic)

β

 * Elodie (INTP) (exotic)
 * Valentin (ISTJ) (exotic)
 * Psyche (IxTx)
 * Aspirin (INFJ)
 * Kresselia (ISTP)

γ

 * Kīlauea (ISFP)
 * Zoraida (ENTJ)
 * Tamara (ESTP)
 * Asia (INTJ)

δ

 * Odette (INTJ)
 * Nausikaa (ENTP/ESTP) (exotic)
 * America (INTP)
 * Rina (ESFP)

3 active + 1 inactive exotic + 2 active exotic + 3 semi-active + 2 planned = 11 characters.

''I've roleplayed 11 of all 16 MBTI personalities. Woah.''

Note to self: Little dilemma with 2401, 180 to 275 degrees, but manageable.

Humanization Commence


Toothflossing Stringmints=


 * If Asia smiles at you, it's either she: a. wants something that you'd never realize she'd want, b. is aiming to literally kill you indirectly, or c. genuinely likes you as a human being (and this is uber rare.)
 * The best way to get into a polite conversation with Kress is to not talk at all. Instead, ask for help in fixing something and watch quietly as she does it in a jiffy. She'll initiate conversation eventually.
 * Initiating conversation is alien to Elodie. Waiting for her to make a move will just end in a catastrophic awkward silence.
 * Tamara is one hell of a flirt. She's the type to lean in close to boys' faces (and sometimes girls) for a few minutes or more (depending on how long it takes to make someone redden) then pull back the moment they blush and continue on casually talking as if nothing happened. The actual truth is she just wants someone to pull her back in for a kiss. She hasn't realized this yet.
 * Valentin is traditional to the point it is dryly funny. He's good at adapting to new situations even though he doesn't quite acknowledge it, and it comes in handy every once in a while. (aka? he'll probably give infp nonjudgmental-ness a run for its money if he wants.)
 * While she's more than aware of her orientations by now, Sabina will rarely flirt with a female before they start. She knows how it is to be forced in incredibly awkward flirting situations and doesn't want to be the subject of the oh so infamous awkward pause and "uh. i don't swing that way."
 * Aspirin really loves hugs and cuddling, as long as it's with someone she's close to. Her reason for constantly tackle-hugging people is "I fall over all the time, so it's time for someone else to do it."


 * Elodie is gENIUS AT COOKING. You wouldn't expect it. It's a bit of a hobby she picked up when she was ten. She's also more or less in the middle of compiling her own freaking cookbook.
 * Shockingly, Aspirin isn't too bad of a cook. Just don't make her bake anything without Tilly's help - it's sure to end up a disaster. ALSO SHE MAKES THE BEST PROTEIN SHAKES EVER. SO LIKE IF YOU EVER WANT TO GO ON THOSE DIETS ASPIRIN IS SERIOUSLY YOUR GIRL.
 * Asia's cooking skills are, unfortunately, not up there with her martial arts. They're pretty sparse, but cut her some slack. It's not like you can stop to pick up cookbooks when you're about to die.
 * Being on the run from social services is bound to force some skills into you. Going on road trips and hunting also does that. Nausikaa might not be very good with the modern kitchen utilities, but send her to the forest and the next morning you're sure to have a really natural meal.


 * -|Pixie Puffs=


 * -|Skeletal Sweets=

Nicknames
 * Nausikaa Argyris: Pinecone Face, Rejection Queen, Short Circuit, Zappy Girl, Quidditch Grounder
 * Aspirin Beilschmidt: Nappy, Aspirin Tablet, H2O, SQ, Aspen, Helle of a Girl, Techie Princess
 * Tilly: "You're the cookies to my cache."
 * GC2/Jesse: "You're my semicolon. (always present in everything I do)"
 * AA: "You're my superclass. (you define what I can do)"
 * EQ: "You're my increment operator. (you make my value increase)"
 * GC1/Jessie: "You're my initializer. (without you, my life would point to nothing (null)."
 * Zel: "You're my compiler. (my life wouldn't start without you)"
 * Elmo: "You're my loop condition. (I keep coming back to you)"
 * AW: "You're my parameter. (because I will always need you)"

Angst Level Up! you're free to guess who; it's pretty easy
 * -|Sugared Butterfly Wings=
 * "promise me that you'll never let me end up as a mindless potato. cut off the life support. i'd rather die."
 * "i've got 3 years left. going to make the most of it."
 * "i hear too much. make it stop."
 * "you were medically and legally dead for exactly 365 days, 14 hours, 9 minutes, and 5 seconds."
 * "they're going to have to amputate every single limb on my body so i can live. i can't do that. i'm ready to die anyway."

"You call it intelligence; I call it common sense."


basically i'm just going to drop off her page here when i finish her

basically this is just a reminder

"...for what it's worth, and it might not be worth much, when your whole life flashes in front of you, you see people you love and people missing you. And I see no one."
oh look the perfect quote for asia who's now most probably dead in the middle of afghanistan or colombia or whatever.


 * "courage isn't just a matter of not being frightened. it's being afraid and doing what you have to do anyway."
 * oh MY GOD I LOVE THIS ONE QUOTE SO MUCH "we are all a little weird and life's a little weird and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."
 * "not all things end, not love. not always."
 * k whatever i love all these quotes fight me.
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 * "Violence is never the answer, until it's the only answer."