User:Aeriesol/Bailiwick

If What We Had Was Real, How Could You Be Fine?


  Amnesia - 5SOS 

''I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you? When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you? '''Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all  I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  'Cause I'm not fine at all   The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around  It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long  It's like we never happened, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  If today I woke up with you right beside me Like all of this was just some twisted dream I'd hold you closer than I ever did before And you'd never slip away And you'd never hear me say  I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  'Cause I'm not fine at all No, I'm really not fine at all Tell me this is just a dream 'Cause I'm really not fine at all'

this reminded me too much of them and you know exactly who i'm talking about. xD

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an angsty collection of burnt-to-ashes scribbles of a certain asian girl.


 * -|1=

Never knew it was possible to be a tightrope walker on the boundary of numbness and excruciating mental agony.


 * -|2=

I'm fine. Don't worry about me, Rina!


 * -|3=

Valentin, will you please get off my case?! Just...leave me alone already.


 * -|4=

If you honestly think I'm crying over just a boy, you're the insane one. There's so much you don't know about me.


 * -|5=

Cecilie, forgive me for lying to you like this.


 * -|6=

I have to do something, dammit, Reynie! I don't care if this kills me!


 * -|7=

The boathouse is a nice place at night to get paper cuts.


 * -|8=

It's not you. It's not anyone. It's my fault, okay? I'm sorry. God, I'm so sorry.


 * -|9=

Why are you mad at me, Dad? Where did I go wrong? Listen. Please. Please listen to me.


 * -|10=

You brought this on us, Mum. It's not your fault though. I hate me too.


 * -|11=

Be happy, Tori. Be happy. I hope you're happy. Sincerely happy. I didn't deserve you.


 * -|12=

Realized I was insignificant that day.


 * -|13=

I can't stop.


 * -|14=

Almost got caught.


 * -|15=

Does it really matter if I'm injured?


 * -|16=

I'm too aware of my own selfishness to say that I love all of you.


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'''they were too late. they were always too late.'''

Character Management


Kate, Elodie, Joan, Aspirin, Tamara, Kress, Zoraida, Rina, Nausikaa, Rheine , Valentin, Sabina, Psyche , Kilauea , Odette

4 characters + 3 exotic + 3 planned = 10 characters.

Nasu's exotic-ness can no longer be a thing, but uncontrollable bursts of magic can.

Note to self: Little dilemma with 2401, 180 to 275 degrees, but manageable.

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Can You Feel This Magic in the Air?


It must have been the way you kissed me.

— Today Was a Fairytale, Taylor Swift

credit to who else but ellie, aka coding aristocrat

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Things You Most Probably Don't Know/Care For About My Characters


Rheine and Kate are my most dangerous characters, believe it or not.

Sabina is the least likely to commit a murder.

Psyche has three jobs: veterinarian, Quidditch player, and if I told you the third one, she'd kill me and you.

Elodie listens to Halsey a lot.

Kress doesn't mind listening to 1D and she never ever trash talks them for some unfathomable reason.

None of my student characters have been in Hogwarts if they were Sorted above first. Rheine and Joan both attended for the first time in their fourth and second years respectively due to complicated circumstances, and were both to a degree unaware of their heritage until then. Aspirin, Zeph, Kress, and Valentin all came from foreign schools (Beauxbatons, Mahoutokoro, PIM). My adult characters (auto graduates) are both introverted and have at least one person that can be vouched as their friend (Edmund for Psyche's EESM days and Cait/Aerich for Sabina's Hogwarts' days) and thus it isn't so unrealistic that any of their classmates during the school years never spoke to them.

Aspirin is officially the most cinnamon roll-y of my characters and has a tendency to be almost inhumanly cute in eVERY DAMN SITUATION.

Tamara is one hell of a screamer (reaching 100dB at max), so be glad she doesn't get scared easily. (courtesy of her twin sister's love for horror)

Attempting to Humanize Fiction


aka random bits and bobs i need to jot down.


 * Need to work on listing all my characters' likes and dislikes and little quirks, but this is an endless project.
 * Kress laughs at the idea of love. Love means you're going to abandon your family then get killed? No thanks.


 * "I don't want to be like my mother. I'm not her, even though I look so much like her. I'm not her. So why does it feel like the world is dealing out the punishment for her on me?"

Ideas That Will Never Ever Set Sail


Crappy, ridiculous, and moronic future character ideas that nobody would ever give a f*ck about because they're that horrible. Take note of the excessive use of "a/an", because it's loner roleplayer mode again. I warned you, didn't I?


 * A hydrophobic Slytherin.
 * Quintuplets that all look exactly the same but with varying sexualities.
 * A character with septicemia. Tamara.
 * A character with hypokalemia. (Kress was supposed to be this, but she doesn't need any more health problems tbh.) Tamara.
 * A character with chronic urticaria. (Zeph </3)
 * An asexual character with HIV due to blood transfusion problems. (ILLORI FRIGGING CONTRAIRE DARP VERSION though I'm not sure if this'd be allowed)
 * A character who fakes their death and changes their identity every single year because they don't want to get attached to anyone. (...there's probably a mental disorder linked to this?)
 * A heliophobic werewolf.
 * An orphaned character who lives in a circus but actually has a Muggle dad who suffered from amnesia while working for the FBI/CIA as a secret agent. (KATE FREAKING WETHERALL.)
 * The epitome of average character that I still need to figure out how to make interesting.
 * A character with photographic memory who has social anxiety and anxiety in general.
 * One who eventually grows up to be an information broker/criminal.
 * An aspiring LGBT+ Auror who comes from a -phobic, criminal family and is bullied a lot.
 * An aromantic character whose catchphrase is "I love ice cream and ice cream alone, but you can't be ice cream because a. you're hot and b. you're a person."
 * Family prolly owns Florean's or some other ice cream store chain.
 * A character who speaks in book quotes.
 * A character who speaks using random music lyrics.
 * A character who is intensely good at mythology. (Was supposed to be Rheine....but eh, the world works in weird ways.) Tamara and Nausikaa.
 * A character who doesn't believe in love anymore because her mum left her dad because of financial issues. ( Used to be Rheine Wait, no, this is still Rheine, LOL.)
 * "But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms." A purely platonic relationship that likes to wreak havoc by messing around in public places and gets into jail all the time.
 * An extremely superstitious and paranoid character.
 * A character who has this weird habit of befriending ONLY criminals, outcasts, loners, black sheep, etcetera and gets into loads of sh!t for them and naturally gets backstabbed or abandoned all the fricking time.
 * A character whose guilty pleasure is collecting all kinds of stuffed toys.
 * A character who passes out every time they make eye contact with someone.
 * A color-blind character. The see-completely-no-color kind of color blindness. Odette.
 * That extremely health conscious health freak character.
 * ORTHOREXIA NERVOSA.
 * An asexual character who's gifted af in poetry and is a total cinnamon roll with social anxiety but leaves poems for platonic loves EVERYWHERE.
 * A character whose dad was like an Arctic/Antarctic explorer and has all the information on subjects she likes on speed dial.

Little Red Riding Robin(a) Hood (Because who ever said Robin couldn't be a female?)



 * Odette Briony "Redhood" Nazyalensky
 * ZOYA NAZYALENSKY.
 * AKA little red riding hood and robin hood in one persona.
 * P.S. Why has no one thought that Little Red was actually Robin Hood in her childhood years? //shot


 * Supposedly lives with her "grandma" deep in the woods of some place in Britain
 * Has a pet wolf ;)
 * Half-blood/mixed blood
 * Guilty of involuntary manslaughter/matricide/justifiable homicide through her first act of magic - mother was a werewolf.
 * Well-versed with Latin phrases. :D
 * "Friends" or whatever it's labeled, with Violet Champagne


 * Isolated from civilization for most of her life. Introvert through and through, but is actually hella polite.
 * Might be pagan?
 * Very respectful of animals.
 * Has memorized every use of every plant ever known.
 * Archery, lol duh.
 * Horseback riding.
 * Ridiculously naive about "certain" things - like modesty. XD
 * "WHY TF ARE YOU TAKING YOUR SHIRT OFF OH MY GOD??!?!" "*stares at person* I'm bleeding. Of course I'll take my shirt off to check the wound?"
 * "........" "Hm? Why are you staring at me like that?" "Hate to break it to you sis, but you can't just randomly strip someone of their clothes."


 * Veryyyyy curious about the whole LGBT+ business - she's been living alone in the woods for quite some time and has yet to interact with a non-het person.
 * Thus, I have zero clue on what her orientations are besides "questioning." Oh well.


 * Face claim: Kristina Romanova
 * Cuts her own hair neatly.
 * Intensely curious about these "fashion fads." Her clothes are all 9001% practical and it confuses her why people would forgo that to look nice. Like you CAN be fashionable and practical at the same time? Spawns from her wilderness life orientation so she's never had to deal with serious peer pressure. xD
 * A flawless poker face whenever she wants it. While it's on, people have described her as "kind of a stone statue of some hunting goddess - unattainably beautiful." *gets shot* wELL HER MODEL'S PRETTY SO IT WORKS
 * Has those kind of eyes you just CAN'T make contact with without hesitating. (She also kind of auto-respects people who CAN.)
 * The smile exists, but... "It's like she'd been studying human smiles but had not quite perfected it yet."
 * KUDOS IF YOU GET AN EASY SMILE

Grace of Silver (aka Thalia Grace)
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 * Nausikaa Argyris
 * Tweaked DARP Thalia Grace.
 * Aro/ace powerrrr
 * Female
 * Archery "savant"
 * ADHD and dyslexic
 * 20/20 eyesight
 * Slytherin/Gryffindor hatstall
 * Mess with her, prepare to have a toilet broken over your head.
 * She's fully capable of smashing Girl Scout cookies over misogynistic heads.


 * That girl at the back of the classroom you're too scared to borrow a quill from.
 * Hates her ridiculously long name. Damn parents.
 * Nonconformist through and through. A definite rebel. Has gotten into more scrapes than Tristan has "AND EVER WILL" and rubs it into his face when she can.
 * Dotes on Becca and Sveta covertly and is SERIOUSLY overprotective.
 * You know what? Protective over ALL the girls.
 * Doesn't get along with any of the males besides Adrian. Ugh.


 * Exotic. Static shocks. Kind of fucked up her childhood a little.
 * Dad was a deserter. Mother was a drunkard, but a famous actress one at that.
 * Nasu swears her mother was hung over when she named her. Who the hell names their daughter these fugly names?!
 * Always got in trouble at school. Mother was always far too busy to notice.
 * She tried running away a bunch of times and almost always succeeded. Social services caught her every time.
 * Drunk driving finally took her mum. She ran for almost a year before getting hauled back to her closest relative - a shocking half-sister.
 * Half-sister was hella cool despite them being related through their deserter of a father. Owned an archery range. They discovered Nasu was a natural ASAP.
 * Sister took her out hunting nearly all the time. It was Nasu's one escape from stupid civilization and school.
 * A Siberian husky caught her eye at a pet shop and her sister was like "Gotta earn it." so she toiled under summer jobs: mowing lawns, picking up laundry from the cleaners, etc.

"7ZSSP?"

 * Joan makes a reappearance after disappearing for nearly a year and a half - but she's not the same selectively mute redhead everyone was used to. And she never will be again.