User blog:JayeMalik'/Moments

i didn't want to do this. i really didn't.

"Isn't it crazy how we can look back a year ago and realize how much everything has changed? The amount of people that have left your life, entered, and stayed. The memories you won't forget and the moments you wish you did. Everything. It's crazy how all that happened in just one year." -Anonymous

Holy canoodles that quote is true on so many leaves. It applies to me more than you all think. Ellie left, Kib left, Red left, Liss came back, etc. I've lost so many friends, yet I've made many more. Not just this year, as a matter of fact. This goes back to even when I became a newbie here, two years, and almost four months, turned this week, as a matter of fact. Joining DARP was the best decision I ever made in my entire life. I've made some of the best and worse memories here, and it's all thanks to you guys. So please, don't ever think I regret joining, even in the periods of time in which I will be absent. It was always an honor to be a member of this community, and even more so to be part of the admin team, even with everything we went through. DARP was my home, my family, my safe haven, for these last two years, and I don't regret that one bit. You guys are amazing, and this stage of my life... hella rad. However, shit has hit the fan, and I have to face the consequences. You guys might be slightly confused as to what, exactly, is happening, so let me tell you: I'm stepping down, and quite possibly leaving the community, for a while. I hope to be back eventually, but I don't think it'll happen, until I graduate, at least, which is... a while away, since I'm... barely halfway done with highschool. I really didn't want to do this, and I'm resisting the urge to cry as I write this blog, because I'm doing this in computer class. I'd do it at home, but I can't, and that's why I'm doing this blog in the first place. So... what happened was this: on Sunday, I whipped up some courage thanks to one of the best people I ever met (you kno who you are <3), and came out to my parents. While my dad was super supportive and understanding, my mom... was not, to say the least. Dad laid it easy on me, said I needed to get out more, give people opportunities, and needed more experience in life. Mom, well, she was... eh, I'd rather not hit that topic. >.< Basically, they felt the internet was influencing me too much (more specifically, DARP, because they know I spent all of my time on here), and put me on a ban. No talking to people on the internet, and no DARP. They were going to give me a transition period, with two hours each Saturday & Sunday, but mom went too hard on me, and took that away. So... no DARP. You guys may not see me for a long while once I post this, so... yeah. :3 Just felt you guys should know. DARP needs an active Crat, especially now. It needs someone who can give it all the attention it needs, and right now, that's not me. Unfortunately. I already spoke with Lyss and NAP, and based on a wish of mine, as well as the last vote held for Crat, I think there's already someone about to be contacted for the promotion. I wish the best of luck to that person. xx And like I said before, I hope to be able to return some day, and join the team again. If everything allows, I think I might be back eventually, but I can't know for sure. I'll still try to get on wikia every now and then, though, so if you guys want to reach me at some point, I suggest you do so through my sandbox wikia (here's the link). As for my characters... well, I'd rather nobody deletes them, in case I'm ever able to return, but should I not, I'll be leaving their fate at the hands of different users, the ones I feel know them best. '''Don't kill them, please, and try not to angst them too bad. Poor things have had enough, I think.''' I'll list them below for you guys to know. c;


 * 1) I'm leaving Malia for Lilly. c: #Malenaasf ok.
 * 2) I think Carn knows Pam the best, so that's that.
 * 3) I don't think anybody here, including myself, understands lil Tess very well, but I feel Ellie & SoA would be able to do her justice, and Lilly, too, should the other two not be around. :3
 * 4) Katarína Bosko is quite new, actually, and I regret not being able to RP her, but due to storylines, I'm letting Carn decide what to do with her. She's a manager, after all, and I'm not fond of leaving the league like that.
 * 5) Carn's the best for Tori, and for Jo, too.
 * 6) I feel between Bond & NAP, they'd both be able to understand Sofia the best, so I'm ok with either one taking control of her life/fate.

Should any of the users above not be able to take any of the babes assigned to them, just leave them as mine, and I'll work on it once I return. :)

Please don't forget I love every single one of you lot, and I'll miss you a shitload. I hope to hear from you guys every now and then. You guys were the best second Ohana I could have ever asked for. <3

Forever a member, your royal highness