User blog:LittleRedCrazyHood/Waffles

Because no one ever suspects anything bad about waffles, right?

I haven't been on in such a long time. It was because I had schoolwork overload and my RL friends and I had a lot of bestie bonding things. Just this morning, I was at school for an activity, and I didn't have WiFi. I had to ask my friend for her phone, which was the only one connected to the WiFi, just because I wanted to check who was on chat. And then I realized:

Whenever I'm doing RL things, I just keep on thinking things like "How's DARP?", "Who's on chat right now?", and "Maybe if I just took a break for five minutes, I could catch someone just in time for an RP." And whenever I'm on DARP, I just keep on thinking "I could be studying right now.", "I should really be getting that project done.", and "Stop procrastinating! Stop procrastinating!"

Whenever someone leaves, I always tell them it's okay because RL comes first and I don't think I fully grasped that until now. Before, I didn't want to believe that because DARP was just so much fun and so much easier than RL. But the thing is, whenever I'm on DARP I feel terrible for not being productive enough in real life, and whenever I'm actually doing stuff in real life, I feel terrible for not being productive enough on DARP. I just feel that as a bureaucrat, I always feel so obliged to be RPing and be active, but sometimes I don't because of how busy I am and I feel terrible about that and I decided that I wanted to stop feeling so terrible. I love helping you guys and spending time with you all (cross my heart). This place is practically my family, of course I love it so much.

This wiki deserves a better bureaucrat. Therefore, I am stepping down. Love you all. It was an honor.