User blog:SocialCasualty/the truth untold

id love to make this eloquent and well-thought out, but my brain's a mess. so sorry for that. first, im okay. please dont worry about me. i am seriously fine, but this is the right decision for me and the people in my life. ive "left" darp before, but today im really leaving. this is my last goodbye to a place and a people i love so very dearly. i cannot express the love and appreciation i have for the people here. a lot of you have made me who i am. i can brave the world as my own unique person because of you. i hope darp will thrive long after im gone and that people who have been losing passion for this place are able to regain it. i hope friendships that have been dampered here may have a chance to thrive again too. this is a family on darp and, yes, its a cliche, but i dont mean it that way. we a mess of a family. like every other family in existance. we have our crazy uncle, our wine addicted aunt, our embarrassing parents, our gay cousins, our dumb dog that cant fetch for crap. we have the siblings that we argue with and the estranged members that we just lost touch with. we dont always get along. but we all care for this family. let darp be a family again. and not the one where everyone loves each other and we all sing camp songs together. i mean the messed up family that will fight and argue and throw hands just to get their point across, but ultimately care about each other at the end of the day. be that family. we are crazy and messed up, but we're crazy and messed up together.

as far as my babies, ill provide a brief summary or plan for them just in case it affects some of your characters.

ella spencer - i dont think shes too involved with anyone, but shes a freaking cutie so if anyone wants to adopt her, feel free. just dont forget her best pal dipz.

song mijung - this is another one that wont affect much. but she is in a very cool group called klique and shes a very unique character so if someone would adopt her, that'd be great. shes worth it i assure you. otherwise, she'll continue in klique and help produce some of their #1s.

teddy wolfe - this dork will probably figure out a way to become a werewolf knowing his hardheadedness. im not putting him up for adoption just because hes a dumb dork that would be hard to handle. he'll keep loving his best friend loki though.

capricorn park - this is one of my most special characters, also a member of KLIQUE. he will stay in love with caspian choi til the day he dies. i dont want anyone to adopt him unless its someone audrey approves of. hes a special kid. he needs a special rper.

margie cook - she is dating the cutest (and also hottest) little stud muffin troy so id love if someone could adopt her and give time the ship he deserves. they're super sweet together and just so wholesome. so get in on that. if not, she can transfer to beauxbatons with her older brother.

taeler johnson - THE SMOLEST OF SMOL. he's a cinnamon roll. he'll prob just win the world's cutest bean or smth.

tobias tudor frost - he a special one i cant put up for adoption. hes a complicated one that i have a special connection with. hes gonna go on to write and publish essays and journals about tolerance and equality.

carlisle selwyn - honestly. he might become president or prime minister or something crazy like that. hes insane. another one i cant let be adopted bc hes crazy as hell. he's gonna soften up to one malakhai choi tho and learn to love. so at least hes mroe tolerable.

kang seoul - hes going to live happily with kang siwoo for the rest of his life. he loves that man and with grafitti their love story all over the world.

park jaeyeol - idek. maybe marry daegu. i lost touch with him. if someone wants to adopt him and refind his character, be my guest. hes pretty cool and i wish i hadnt lost touch.

zeus swanson - hes an a hole. if u want that challenge, go for it. he'll inherit his fathers business with his sister and theyll co own the place.

jung minhyuk - hes a precious lil one too who i would love if someone could take. hes complex and layered and i never got to truly explore that. he'll probably become a healer and open his own practice.

jj park - a freaking queen. honestly. she deserves the world. fashion icon. innovative writer. top notch chef. someone who wants a whole queen can adopt this one. otherwise, she'll go open her own publishing company where she writes cookbooks and fashion blogs.

soren lee - he will first and foremost go to audrey. if not audrey, someone very close and that livi approves of. soren is a special character and i hope his story continues. hes crushing on yeonho and will definitely date him for a while. he'll keep being an amazing actor and star in some award winning films.

kim junheo - hes not up for adoption. hes very special to me and i cant part with him even if im leaving. idk why hes so special to me, but he is. he'll continue to model but he'll eventual become a spokesperson for people who cant speak themselves. he will be an activist for those in need, no matter who that may be.

aslan beaulieu - someone can adopt him. he has a lot of potential. his personality needs an update because he doesnt hate jun anymore, but other than that, hes free game. he'll keep being a heart throb for all his fans.

marinette swanson - shes so cool too. if someone wants to adopt they can. shes pretty unique. she'll keep up her channel and keep being the stubborn girl she is. hopefully she'll find love and that will mellow her out.

axel maverick - ahhhh hes so cool. i love him. someone can take him and treat him like the king he is. he deserves the world and he has a lot to learn so if someone wants that, go for it. otherwise, he'll keep producing music and maybe take over his father's company.

song yijung - he is so very precious to me. he's one that only audrey, livi, or hannah can adopt. hes got so much ahead of him with insomnia and jungjeon and life in general. he's going to stay in insomnia and then become a dad. he's always wanted to be a good dad.

hephaestus black - a literal god. someone can take him, but just know youre taking on a gay icon. hes an awesome character and deserves an awesome roleplayer. he'll prob go create his own fashion line and judge other people. not fashion wise, just in general. hes a judgy person.

zenith pi - hes one that is special too and i truly couldnt get a grasp on his character. hes just that unique. hes not going to be up for adoption, but he'll just continue the ceo track and take over his father's company

so i think thats everyone. if you have any questions, hit me up. ill probably be around another day or two just to finalize mess, but feel free to contact me.

i love you all and wish the best for you. thanks for letting me be my best self here.