User blog:Zanzan28/The Final Ghostly Blog that Got Away

 Today, a lot happened for me. I was told I was going to be demoted, then told to stay, then told to speak at a meeting I created. It was a hard day for me. A bi-poler day to be sure. First angry, then happy for no reason at all. I am sad to say I really couldn’t handle the stress earlier today. My computer was just fixed a few hours ago and I have been thinking weather or not I should return to the wiki at all after what happened. I thought first I would be shunned and then I thought I would be shunned again. The truth of the matter is I enjoyed my job, being a bureaucrat and helping people. It made me sad to see myself in the position to be forcibly removed from the best thing that had happened to me in quite a while. My performance for the play I starred in just a few days ago and then this? It was quite a mix of sadness and happiness all in one few 2 day period. It was just a bundle of emotions coming out in one mix. Then I wasted a meeting time which I will be ashamed of for a while. Never did I believe I would act like that. Never. After thinking about it for the last few hours I don’t care anymore. Bureaucrat or Admin, Rollback or Regular User I will always be there to help users in need. I will always be there to watch over chat. I will always be there to have fun with my friends, my great friends, the great friends I have made on this wiki and Hogwarts. It will take some getting used to, but in the end I will be happy with whatever position I get here. Even if for some reason I was forcibly removed I would still remember the good times I had here and there. I will always remember the hours and hours of work I put in here and there. And being demoted, nor being yelled at or anything can break that great time of fun and work with friends. I will miss my times as Bureaucrat but then again, I will enjoy the break. So in the end it is your chose. Make me a Burea, Admin, Rollback or Reg. Shun me, or keep me a friend. Let me stay or make me leave. This wiki belongs to the users and always will. And as long as I am allowed to be, as often as I can be I will be a user here on this wiki. I hope that this message shows I’m up to the challenge of enjoying this wiki, and not making it out to be even more stressful then school. I hope this message also shows that even if I am crazy at times (and we all are aren’t we?) that I will always be here to have as much fun as possible.

As well as going about my normal stuff, I will continue prowlling chat for things as I leader of the HIA normally would do.

 I thank you no matter what you think of me now.

