User blog:BluueAces/Where to begin...

Where to begin...  First and up front I'd like to apologise for my ignorant behaviour. I should've posted about this ages ago, and I never did. I knew I wouldn't have much time to be here. With the Summer Holidays having gone on for about four weeks, I've had no time to do...anything. I've been much more active and I no longer fall asleep at 5 in the morning, staying on my laptop until I do so anymore. I left it so long that I was actually afraid to log in to see what Owl's I'd recieved, and other roles in my life have taken over too. I mean in no sense whatsoever to sound like someone you should be rueful towards, that goes for this entire post, since I've been a bit cold lately. Pretty much, real life had decided to take over and be a total idiot, same goes for me, and with my upcoming GCSE's where I'll have to start buckling down, I'm afraid it'll probably do the same. Before I posted this, I disactivated my Ask.fm and said I refused to participate in any other wiki's except for this one, because they take up too much time and I start to feel like I expect myself to be on there too much, and it felt like I had too much time for Wikia in general. I don't mean to sound harsh, but that's how I felt, and it's the truth, and it's part of what brought me away. Anyway, I didn't really rehearse this, I just typed all my thoughts about it, hope it didn't sound too off. I hope you guys can get where I'm coming from and know I'm going to try and commit to DARP as much as I can while I'm here. I've really missed you guys.