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If What We Had Was Real, How Could You Be Fine?


  Amnesia - 5SOS 

''I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you? When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you? '''Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all  I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  'Cause I'm not fine at all   The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around  It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long  It's like we never happened, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'Cause I'm not fine at all I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  If today I woke up with you right beside me Like all of this was just some twisted dream I'd hold you closer than I ever did before And you'd never slip away And you'd never hear me say  I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape  'Cause I'm not fine at all No, I'm really not fine at all Tell me this is just a dream 'Cause I'm really not fine at all'

this reminded me too much of them and you know exactly who i'm talking about. xD

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an angsty collection of burnt-to-ashes scribbles of a certain asian girl.


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Never knew it was possible to be a tightrope walker on the boundary of numbness and excruciating mental agony.


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I'm fine. Don't worry about me, Rina!


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Valentin, will you please get off my case?! Just...leave me alone already.


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If you honestly think I'm crying over just a boy, you're the insane one. There's so much you don't know about me.


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Cecilie, forgive me for lying to you like this.


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I have to do something, dammit, Reynie! I don't care if this kills me!


 * -|7=

The boathouse is a nice place at night to get paper cuts.


 * -|8=

It's not you. It's not anyone. It's my fault, okay? I'm sorry. God, I'm so sorry.


 * -|9=

Why are you mad at me, Dad? Where did I go wrong? Listen. Please. Please listen to me.


 * -|10=

You brought this on us, Mum. It's not your fault though. I hate me too.


 * -|11=

Be happy, Tori. Be happy. I hope you're happy. Sincerely happy. I didn't deserve you.


 * -|12=

Realized I was insignificant that day.


 * -|13=

I can't stop.


 * -|14=

Almost got caught.


 * -|15=

Does it really matter if I'm injured?


 * -|16=

I'm too aware of my own selfishness to say that I love all of you.


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'''they were too late. they were always too late.'''

Character Management


α

 * Rheine
 * Katherine
 * Joan
 * Zephaniah
 * Sabina
 * Arella

β

 * Elodie
 * Valentin
 * Psyche
 * Aspirin
 * Kresselia

γ

 * Kīlauea
 * Zoraida
 * Tamara
 * Asia

δ

 * Odette
 * Nausikaa
 * Rina

4 characters + 3 exotic + 3 planned = 10 characters.

Note to self: Little dilemma with 2401, 180 to 275 degrees, but manageable.

Factoids~

 * In 1973, Mao Zedong told Henry Kissinger that China had an excess of females and offered the United States 10 million Chinese women.
 * Those few who have survived a jump from the Golden Gate Bridge report that it takes about four seconds to hit the water, which is plenty of time to re-think and regret the decision.

Can You Feel This Magic in the Air?


It must have been the way you kissed me.

— Today Was a Fairytale, Taylor Swift

credit to who else but ellie, aka coding aristocrat

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Humanization Commence

 * If Asia smiles at you, it's either she: a. wants something that you'd never realize she'd want, b. is aiming to literally kill you indirectly, or c. genuinely likes you as a human being (and this is uber rare.)
 * The best way to get into a polite conversation with Kress is to not talk at all. Instead, ask for help in fixing something and watch quietly as she does it in a jiffy. She'll initiate conversation eventually.
 * Initiating conversation is alien to Elodie. Waiting for her to make a move will just end in a catastrophic awkward silence.
 * Tamara is one hell of a flirt. She's the type to lean in close to boys' faces (and sometimes girls) for a few minutes or more (depending on how long it takes to make someone redden) then pull back the moment they blush and continue on casually talking as if nothing happened. The actual truth is she just wants someone to pull her back in for a kiss. She hasn't realized this yet.
 * Valentin is traditional to the point it is dryly funny. He's good at adapting to new situations even though he doesn't quite acknowledge it, and it comes in handy every once in a while. (aka? he'll probably give infp nonjudgmental-ness a run for its money if he wants.)
 * While she's more than aware of her orientations by now, Sabina will rarely flirt with a female before they start. She knows how it is to be forced in incredibly awkward flirting situations and doesn't want to be the subject of the oh so infamous awkward pause and "uh. i don't swing that way."
 * Aspirin really loves hugs and cuddling, as long as it's with someone she's close to. Her reason for constantly tackle-hugging people is "I fall over all the time, so it's time for someone else to do it."

"Yeah, my parents had the not so brilliant idea of naming me after America. Join the #WorstNamesEver club."
 I WILL REMEMBER HOW YOU KISSED ME UNDER THE LAMPPOST BACK ON SIXTH STREET


 * America Verity Illéa Querkan
 * 빙 Bing 氷: ice, frost, icicles; cold
 * 이슬 Yi Seul: morning dew
 * Querkan: Unknown meaning, Irish surname.
 * America: lol do i even need to explain this
 * Verity: pOKEMON LAKE VERITY AND MESPRIT <3
 * Illéa: not gonna explain this you'll get it if you get it
 * The character for the oneshot Pearl approved and is now kinda gonna be on DARP.
 * Nicknames are not a thing for her. If you even dare nickname her, she will do something about it.
 * The last person who nicknamed her ended up in the goddamned ICU. Take that as you will.
 * "My name is f*cking butchered enough, thank you very much."
 * "America. Not Mer, or Meri, or Rica, or any other darned nickname you come up with. It's America."
 * "SO WHAT IF MY SURNAME SOUNDS LIKE I'M GOING TO CHOKE SOMEONE?!"


 * Moon Hyuna (9Muses)
 * Korean with Irish roots
 * She has no idea about anything fashion-related - her HID picks her clothes out for her.
 * Hates appearance-related compliments. She thinks they're shallow pleasantries that really ought not to be engaged in.


 * "Avoiding people is my superpower."
 * Really, really, really doesn't like humans, or any living organisms for the matter.
 * Why do you think she has an HID? xD (at least on wiki, I'm still gonna write her off-wiki)
 * She's not shy. She's not socially awkward. She doesn't hate people. She's not self-centred. She's a troglodyte, and you had BETTER get it right.
 * "Defense is the best offense." Jumps to conclusions hastily, but rarely ever is wrong with them.
 * Trained herself in mnemonics for fun. Adept at every type.
 * When she can't be arsed to study? Memorizes the entire frigging textbook.
 * Aces written exams like 98.9% of the time.
 * HAS EVER SINGLE COUNTRY AND THEIR CAPITALS MEMORIZED
 * Makes people shut up when she wants them to by rattling off a shitton of medical terms.
 * Onomastics are her life.
 * Abhors P.E. Please let her lie in bed all day.
 * She's more than capable of doing what needs to be done in bed. She's practically a veteran in it. (HOLD UP I JUST REALIZED HOW DIRTY THAT SOUNDED)
 * Yet, small talk is her mortal enemy.
 * She's the person who will remember every single embarrassing thing about you and comments on them offhandedly to make very awkward conversation but NEVER USES THEM AGAINST YOU.
 * Gets awfully aggressive when anybody tries to nickname her. As in the hexing your head off kind of aggressive.
 * Becomes a total klutz around people she like likes
 * Dislikes 99.9% of noisy people she's met
 * Will not, under any circumstances, speak about things remotely personal, but will badger people of theirs. When called out for this, recites a long medical term and moves on.
 * You'll know she doesn't tolerate you anymore and genuinely likes you when she mentions even the vaguest personal thing without being asked.
 * Don't. Ask. Her. About. Herself.
 * Sleeping schedule is screwed up as it gets, but not an insomniac and no sleeping disorders, besides general stubbornness. Wakes up at 3am at all times, whether or not she's gotten enough sleep.
 * "wHY ARE YOU UP IT'S THE CRACK OF DAWN" "i wanted popcorn and the tv isn't broken so"
 * Years of traveling have made her an extremely efficient packer. ("Lowkey have a doctorate degree in it.") Give her two minutes and she'll have everything ready.


 * Born to two wanderlusts.
 * They weren't necessarily negligent of her, but it wasn't the atypical childhood.
 * They have literally made several round-the-world trips. (She's probably acquainted with Nasu...)
 * Her parents had just finished touring all of effing America and gotten back home to Korea when her mother's water broke.
 * The doctor did not approve of her parents traveling repeatedly while her mother was pregnant, but her parents were like "sard you" and did what they wanted.
 * Luckily America came out healthy; that is, until they named her America, which in her opinion traumatized her for life.
 * Once they were discharged, the whole new happy family started traveling immediately. ("I'm practically immune to vertigo by now because of all those stupid plane rides.")
 * Picked up a few languages along the way. ("Semi-fluent only. I'm no hyper-polyglot.")
 * Homeschooled during their travels. Her parents insisted on a "hands-on" approach to her education through visiting farms (doing the farmwork), museums (trying to identify objects through their time periods), and everything else she cba to mention. ("Sitting in a classroom and just reading about theory isn't enough for me. I have to actually do it.")
 * When she turned nine ("yeah, I'm a late bloomer, GET OVER IT"), the bedroom door in the bed n' breakfast they were staying at exploded into splinters. Her parents were gobsmacked, being Muggles and all. ("Understatement. They thought we'd been slighted by a damn terrorist mistake. In freaking Hawaii. I swear sometimes they don't think.") America still claims to this day it wasn't her fault that her parents were telling her to get out of bed (which is probably the worst thing you could ever say to her.)

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Crappy, ridiculous, and moronic future character ideas that nobody would ever give a f*ck about because they're that horrible. Take note of the excessive use of "a/an", because it's loner roleplayer mode again. I warned you, didn't I?


 * A hydrophobic Slytherin.
 * Quintuplets that all look exactly the same but with varying sexualities.
 * A character with septicemia. Tamara.
 * A character with hypokalemia. (Kress was supposed to be this, but she doesn't need any more health problems tbh.) Nausikaa.
 * A character with chronic urticaria. (Zeph </3)
 * An asexual character with HIV due to blood transfusion problems. (ILLORI FRIGGING CONTRAIRE DARP VERSION though I'm not sure if this'd be allowed)
 * A character who fakes their death and changes their identity every single year because they don't want to get attached to anyone. (...there's probably a mental disorder linked to this?)
 * A heliophobic werewolf.
 * An orphaned character who lives in a circus but actually has a Muggle dad who suffered from amnesia while working for the FBI/CIA as a secret agent. (KATE FREAKING WETHERALL.)
 * The epitome of average character that I still need to figure out how to make interesting.
 * A character with photographic memory who has social anxiety and anxiety in general.
 * One who eventually grows up to be an information broker/criminal.
 * An aspiring LGBT+ Auror who comes from a -phobic, criminal family and is bullied a lot.
 * An aromantic character whose catchphrase is "I love ice cream and ice cream alone, but you can't be ice cream because a. you're hot and b. you're a person."
 * Family prolly owns Florean's or some other ice cream store chain.
 * A character who speaks in book quotes.
 * A character who speaks using random music lyrics.
 * A character who is intensely good at mythology. (Was supposed to be Rheine....but eh, the world works in weird ways.) Tamara and Nausikaa.
 * A character who doesn't believe in love anymore because her mum left her dad because of financial issues.
 * "But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms." A purely platonic relationship that likes to wreak havoc by messing around in public places and gets into jail all the time.
 * An extremely superstitious and paranoid character.
 * A character who has this weird habit of befriending ONLY criminals, outcasts, loners, black sheep, etcetera and gets into loads of sh!t for them and naturally gets backstabbed or abandoned all the fricking time.
 * A character whose guilty pleasure is collecting all kinds of stuffed toys.
 * A character who passes out every time they make eye contact with someone.
 * A color-blind character. The see-completely-no-color kind of color blindness. Odette.
 * That extremely health conscious health freak character.
 * ORTHOREXIA NERVOSA.
 * Hypochondriac.
 * An asexual character who's gifted af in poetry and is a total cinnamon roll with social anxiety but leaves poems for platonic loves EVERYWHERE.
 * A mute animal whisperer who loves heights.