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Ferlesa

Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 23:42, April 1, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She sat at the far corner of the last section of the basement, a couple journals and books sprawled out in front of her. She seemed to be researching two things at once, her face emotionless as she scribbled a few things down in one journal, then another couple remarks in a second journal. A couple books were spell encyclopedias, and another was an in-depth analysis of the Cruciatus Curse.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 12:59, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would head down the stairs, looking for Teresa. Spotting her in the corner, he would smile...then frown. "Hey...what are you working on down here in the dark?"


Teresa Azkaban
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Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 13:39, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She glanced up at him, her gaze a bit darker than usual, but not quite as black as when she was practicing the Cruciatus Curse. "Dark research. It was easier to spread it out on the floor then sit in the desk."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 13:49, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
His frown would deepen. "...why? I thought we'd agreed that for now you wouldn't be doing this?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 13:53, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She tapped the book about the Cruciatus Curse. "I'm looking up more of the long-term effects to being exposed to it." She tapped the spells encyclopedias. "And I'm also seeing which spells work in the same way."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 14:03, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would understand. "So...did you find anything?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 14:07, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"I'm finding plenty of spells- but as for the effects, so far it's nothing I don't already know."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 14:19, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
"So...what do you already know?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 14:22, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"Remember how I told you about the Braxton Hicks contractions awhile ago? I've had more since... except I barely even notice them. I think my brain is blocking out the signal that causes pain in the same way it blocks out the Cruciatus Curse."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 14:26, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would scowl...that didn't sound good. "Ok...but I thought doing that took a lot of concenrtation and such."


Teresa Azkaban
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Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 14:31, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"That's why I was researching further. I can't completely explain it. And I could feel it at first, but overtime the pain just got less and less. I wasn't actively trying to block it out."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 14:34, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "Sounds bad."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 14:40, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She didn't completely agree that it was a bad thing- but whether she was just in denial or really believed that, she couldn't be sure. "I don't think there's anything wrong with her, though. I haven't been doing it since she was conceived- the responses were formed through my research, not brought on by genetics. It's not something that can be passed down like that."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 14:49, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
"That's not what I'm worried about. It's important for people to be able to feel pain Teresa."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 14:53, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded. "It's the brain's way of telling you that there's something wrong."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 15:06, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "I understand how it might seem convinent...but I feel like it'll cause problems, especially during the delivery, right?"


Teresa Azkaban
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Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 15:11, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"Maybe.... I can tell when they're happening- and I know what to look for to tell the difference between false contractions and real contractions."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 15:18, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would shrug. "Maybe...but isn't the pain of the contractions what tells your body to keep pushing?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 15:21, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded slowly. "I guess all we can do is wait, and see what happens when it's time."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 15:38, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would shake his head. "I think we should ask Mary beforehand and see if we can do something before things go wrong."


Teresa Azkaban
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Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 15:40, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded slowly. "Or maybe Hope... I just don't want to worry her, in the midst of her wedding plans and such."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 16:09, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
"...but Mary already knows about your experimentation and such, where Hope won't. We can ask her about it...but I think Mary's better informed to make a decision."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 16:15, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
What he said made sense. She gave a short nod and closed the books, looking up at him.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 16:18, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
"So...I guess you should make an apointment with Mary, or if you prefer, Hope. I can be there if you need me to."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 16:25, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"I'll make the appointment with Mary- and I think it's best if you were there too." She sent the books back to the shelf and got to her feet, still looking at him.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 16:29, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "Ok."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 16:32, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She peeked open the door to her emotions- then immediately closed it when she saw how strong the guilt was. The emotion briefly crossed her face as she tried to read his own emotion.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 16:37, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
He would frown at her. "You're looking at me oddly...did I say something funny?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 16:44, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She shook her head.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 16:50, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
Still frowning he would step closer. "Are you ok?"
Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 17:00, April 2, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded.

Ferlesa

Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 18:12, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would frown. "Nutrition? ...you mean like with...food?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 18:18, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded. "Food groups, healthy eating, what's actually in your food, eating disorders, portion sizes, sometimes we cooked...."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 18:19, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would look a little stunned. "I didn't know food could be so...complicated."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 18:23, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She chuckled. "It is complicated, but it was interesting. I'm glad I took the class."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 18:25, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "So...do you regret coming back to Hogwarts then?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 18:59, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She smiled at him and squeezed his hand. "Not at all."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 19:00, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "...but after that you didn't get to do this anymore...or sing." He would motion at the tv. "You don't regret giving that up?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 19:03, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"I regret leaving my Muggle friends behind... but I don't regret anything else."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 20:57, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
"Do you ever think about contacting them?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 20:59, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"Sometimes. But it was easier to break ties completely then trying to stay in contact... knowing that I always had to lie to them."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:02, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "...but that doesn't mean you could't track them down and see how they're doing."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:05, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She smiled softly, staring a bit sadly at the TV... not wanting to admit that she was scared to see how they were doing. She didn't want to find out any of them had fallen ill....
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:06, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
"...Teresa?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:08, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She instinctively shut down the emotion and looked back at him, her eyes clear.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:10, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would look at her concerned. "Did I say something wrong?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:12, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She shook her head. "No. I'd just rather not track them down."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:14, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would shrug...he had obviously struck a chord. "Ok...I was just asking."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:18, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She bit her lip. "It's just... too hard to try to be with them... when if something happens, there's nothing I can legally do to fix it... when in the Wizarding world, it would be so easy."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:21, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would frown. "The point of having friends isn't to magically fix all their problems...it's to be with people you enjoy being around."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:23, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded slowly, thinking of Marlene, Hope, and Ashley. "Of course."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:31, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would smile at her. "Still, you're right you couldn't be completely honest with them, and that would make a friendship hard."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:33, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded. It had made her friendships hard. "So... what did you think of the musical overall?" she asked.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:36, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. I suppose so...it had a lot of music."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:37, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She gave him a small smile, her gaze penetrating. "Most musicals do."
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:39, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "I can imagine."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:40, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She smiled, trying to read his expression.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:41, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "Why do you ask?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:42, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"There were just some points that... you didn't seem to care for," she replied hesitantly.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:43, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
He would shrug. "Just like books...there's ups and downs. Overall I liked it. I think I would have to have more than one example before judging the whole thing though."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:44, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"What do you mean?" she asked.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 21:47, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
"He would frown. "The idea of this movie thing, and musicals. I don't think I can really say if I like it or not going on just this...right?"


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 21:54, March 24, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She nodded. "That's fair. Maybe we can watch a real Muggle movie another night." She hid her disappointment well.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 12:16, March 25, 2015 (UTC)
He would nod. "I would like that....though I don't think they'll be quite as good without you in them."


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 12:25, March 25, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
She smiled and gave him a gentle kiss.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 12:27, March 25, 2015 (UTC)
He would kiss her back.


Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 13:12, March 25, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
"I love you," she murmured.
Ferlin
Ferlen - Alistair Fitzgerald's Senior Undersecretary
Send Me an Owl! - 13:31, March 25, 2015 (UTC)
He would smile at her. "I love you too."


Teresa

Teresa Azkaban
Teresa Black - Prisoner - Home
Send Me an Owl! - Echostar 20:31, March 20, 2015 (UTC)
~“Family is not an important thing. It's everything.”
The day after her trip down to the Department of Mysteries, she ventured back down to the basement while Ferlen was at work. She walked to the boxes, her wand out as she opened the one on top- she didn't want to be startled by another boggart. She hadn't gotten the chance yet to go through all of these Muggle movies with Mary yet. But the performances... she wanted to go through those on her own first.
She had performed a lot of those musicals with Luke. She was strong enough to watch them if she chose... but she didn't want to. His voice had had so much of an impact on her in the Death Room- it both scared her and fascinated her.
She shook the thoughts away. She did want to watch one of her performances. But she had to choose the right one- one without Luke in it. She shifted through the DVDs and picked up Les Miserables. No... that was too miserable, she decided with a small smile. She put the DVD back in the box, shifting through until there were two DVDs in her hands: Annie Get Your Gun and Wicked. In both she had played the lead role. She wasn't sure which one Ferlen would like more... so she decided to let him choose. She had thought to ask him to watch one of her old performances with her ever since he had turned that boggart into a beautiful version of her singing. She didn't know what circumstances would allow her to sing again now... the song "You Are the Music in Me" seemed to hold true for her and Luke. But this was the next best thing, and even if she didn't want to sing anymore, she could still hold them same happiness and love in her heart that she had back then.
She grabbed her journal as well- she could write while she waited for Ferlen to return home from work. Holding the journal and the two DVD cases carefully, she made her way back upstairs and into the living room.
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