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Jenelle shrugged, again, "Yeah, I suppose so, and I could tell you that everybody would agree, not like I mind very much," she said, giving her a small smile.
Twyla GriffinSixth Year Ravenclaw -Miss Griffin's Adopted Daughter ♦ Autism and PTSD Sufferer – 16:49, February 28, 2016 (UTC)
She frowned, even more confused at why Jenelle would think that. "No way, not everyone at all. I don't, and I bet Aydan doesn't either, and your family probably don't, otherwise they wouldn't be a very good family. Nobody thinks that about you."
Jenelle really wanted to say her family wasn't a very good one, with them all being rude and selfish or currently breaking down for one reason or another or just dead, but she nodded, deciding to just take the words, and not comment on how much she disagrees, "Alright...Uhm, you're adopted too, right?" she pretty much knew the answer already, yet she felt the need to ask again, before saying anything farther.
Twyla GriffinSixth Year Ravenclaw -Miss Griffin's Adopted Daughter ♦ Autism and PTSD Sufferer – 17:01, February 28, 2016 (UTC)
"Yeah, but I'm trying to find who my real family are...but it's hard," she said, slightly quiet. She didn't mention that she hadn't actually worked out that Jenelle was adopted.
Jenelle nodded, "I want to figure out my family, too, but I don't really want to tell my Mom about it...I bet if I told my Mum, she would be fine with it, but Mom might not be...I don't know. I wish you luck with figuring stuff out," she said, smiling slightly again.
Twyla GriffinSixth Year Ravenclaw -Miss Griffin's Adopted Daughter ♦ Autism and PTSD Sufferer – 17:17, February 28, 2016 (UTC)
Twyla was really confused with the Mom/Mum stuff, but skipped over it. "Did you lose your memories of your parents too? Ash is trying to help me get mine back, maybe he can help you too!" she said, excited at the idea that she wasn't the only one who'd gone through that.
"I guess, but that's only because I was like...seven months old when I was put up for adoption," she said, shrugging, "So, I don't think so...How is trying to get the memories back going?"
Twyla GriffinSixth Year Ravenclaw -Miss Griffin's Adopted Daughter ♦ Autism and PTSD Sufferer – 17:26, February 28, 2016 (UTC)
"Oh okay," she said, slightly disappointed that it was just her who'd lost four years of her childhood. She looked at the table, "It's not going very well, it's really hard because I have to be calm but also remember by first memory, and I get all scared and confused and panic."
Jenelle frowned, not being completely sure of what she was supposed to say, "I'm sorry to hear that. I bet you'll get it eventually," she said, trying to be helpful, although she didn't think it would be.
Twyla GriffinSixth Year Ravenclaw -Miss Griffin's Adopted Daughter ♦ Autism and PTSD Sufferer – 17:42, February 28, 2016 (UTC)
She grinned, taking the encouragement, "Thanks. I really want to found out why my real name and birthday are," she laughed.
Jenelle found it weird that maybe Twyla would stop going by Twyla, and she would have to call her something else, but she didn't ask anything of it, "I think it's great you're doing this, but out of curiosity, what made you want to do this?"
Twyla GriffinSixth Year Ravenclaw -Miss Griffin's Adopted Daughter ♦ Autism and PTSD Sufferer – 16:15, February 29, 2016 (UTC)
Her laugh slowly faded away, not that there was anything wrong with the question, but she'd just answered it so many times now that she was starting to doubt the truth of it. "Well, I...I want to know what made me lose my memories. I know it's silly, but I'm...really scared of it happening again. I don't want to lose everything I've gained, it...would make me really sad," she said, looking down and her chest rising heavily, like she was out of breathe and frightened.
Jenelle moved seats, as the other girl spoke, to be close to her if she needed support, for it was obvious she want completely okay, "No, it isn't silly, it's smart, for in case for it to not happen again, you have to know what happened..."
Twyla GriffinSixth Year Ravenclaw -Miss Griffin's Adopted Daughter ♦ Autism and PTSD Sufferer – 18:27, February 29, 2016 (UTC)
"Mhm," she nodded and smiled. Moving closer to Jenelle she laid her head on her shoulder, not thinking or noticing that it maybe wasn't totally appropriate. "Would you...would you come with me one time to hold my hand and make it seem less scary?"
Twyla didn't see the smile, but felt like she could hear it in her voice, and that made her smile too. "Thank you, it would really help. I should probably go back home now," she said, raising her head again, but she didn't really want to leave.